Friday, April 06, 2007

all because of love (:

its GOOD friday, and its really GOOD for a GOOD purpose! (:

We are the reason
As little children
We would dream of christmas morn
and all the gifts and toys
we knew we'd find
But we never realised
A baby born one blessed night
Gave us the greatest gift of our lives

We were the reason that He gave His life
We were the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost
He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live

As the years went by
We learnt more about gifts
Giving of ourselves and what that means
A man hung crying in the rain
Because of love
Because of love

I've finally found a reason for living
Its in giving every part of my heart to Him
In all that i do every word that i say
Im giving my all just for Him, for Him

We are the reason that He gave His life
We are the reason that He suffered and died
To a world that was lost He gave all He could give
To show us the reason to live
He is my reason to live


i remembered i asked myself before,
how many "thankyou-s" will i have to say to Jesus for make up for what He's done for me?
but i know, no matter how many,
it'll never be enough.

thankyou for this sacrifice Youve made,
that truly changed my life (:


the church drama team is really superb!
i think they're really professional,
and i really love the stage effects that made me go "wow."
as usual, i believe the drama production touched many hearts.
and i really thank God for them (:
i still have many services to go and i'll be watching them for many times more haha.

anyway, i went to watch SYF on tuesday although i was on MC
just for CCHMSCO, my beloved juniors (:
it was the very first time i got to watch cchmsco with my very own eyes on stage
and im really awed by the image that we bring to pple- the red blazers and huge numbers.
watching them made me miss cchmsco so much!

anyway my dear juniors,
no matter wad results you all got,
i believe that you guys are proud of yourselves for the hard work youve put in,
and we seniors are proud of you as well!
it doesnt matter wat you got,
as long as you know the cchmsco spirit is with you guys.
well done to all! (:

i realised cchmso is really different from others.
and like wad liangyu said,
it just brings a feeling that none others can give.
yeahh. i miss cchmsco ):


i think im really slowly to accept the fact that ive got to put SA behind me.
although i still think about that place.
no matter wad, SA is still a nice school in my heart :]



you know that feeling.
when you want something, miss something.
yet you dont find it in your hands.
you try to reach out for it, but yet you dont get it,
no matter wad,
no matter how long.
& soon you realise,
maybe it doesnt belong to you
maybe you should just learn to let go.
but you know its hard,
to leave behind something so special to you
something youve been yearning for so much.
you know its foolish to continue to hold on to it
and youre getting tired
many times you feel like giving up
but you tell yourself to hang on
becos you thought it'll come back to you
but each time, you only find yourself disappointed.

this time youre asking yourself again,
isit time to let go?
even when you know the answer,
do you have the courage to do it?

i know,
but i dont.

the more i feel like everything's come to light,
the more i feel its getting more complicated.
the more i tell myself to wait and hang on,
the more tired i am.

& wad does it cost to say yes to this promise.
when all i see ahead are just unknowns.

-if you could see,
the dreams i have ahead of me.